We have lovely flowers flowering in my garden, which is my love, but I'm in the depths of despair, all by one thing that happened last week. 2 that's what it said.. 2 pounds on!
How did that happen we had stuck religiously to the SW plan, didn't even have a cheat Friday after weighing, so how? Its not like we had a Chinese Take away or even fish n chips.
So I wasn't just disappointed I was devastated and could have cried, of course I didn't.. the previous week a young woman had tears, because she's at her target weight, but wants to go down another half stone. Honesty if she stood sideward in front of you, you couldn't see her, she's that thin!
So I'm battling on and what's even worse, going up in the Surgery lift on Monday, the mirror showed me full length, I'm grotesque, fat isn't a good enough word to describe me. How did I lose 3 pounds 2 weeks ago and gain 2 pounds last week! I'd planned to lose 4 stone by my birthday in December, so at the moment I'm not going to do it.
I've arranged for a blood test to have my thyroid checked, is it that? And I've been walking, but I've struggled my arthritic knee is very unpleasant, so I have to take my time. But I am trying.. isn't life hard sometimes?
Chrisxx
4 comments:
Sorry to that the weight loss plan didn't work out the way you wanted. May be a check-up will reveal what went wrong.
Oh dear. Losing weight is so hard isn’t it? I have been diligently trying this past month and have shed 2kilograms but it comes off much slower than it goes on! I call mine bereavement kilos as I put them on since my mother died and I now Need them off! Would it were that simple. Cheering you on from New Zealand🙂
It is really hard sometimes. But don't give up. I'm drinking more [tea or water] because of the heat, and I think that makes my "ambient" weight heavier. And I'm moving less, and more slowly - so burning fewer calories.
That is the big problem with wanting to lose weight; so much of yourself and your happiness gets invested into what the scales say. It can seem like a relentless uphill battle an 4 stone is a massive target. Maybe the GP can offer some help. Praying for you.
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